Pronouns

No this is not that
Try to fool myself
So pathetic I am
Why so pathetic
Why do I not reach
Why laid back
Why dream alone?

Shy me! Shy dream!
Brave me! Braver dream!
I lost my path to dream
Maybe lost in null-void
This is that
This is how it feels
Needed, Keeps it clean.

(Wrote during a class, no specific meaning, just wrote it, as the thoughts came and so I went ahead)